CELEBRATING 6 MONTHS SEIZURE-FREE!!

I never thought I would be writing this post, I have tears streaming down my face with gratitude as I type.

6 months ago, things were tough…. extremely tough..

Our angel was experiencing on average 1-2 seizures per week.

To say that we were in a state of panic would be an understatement.

I made myself sick with worry, I sobbed every time I saw her little body go through such intensity, and I felt like I was failing her as a mum.

Yet through it all, I knew in my heart that we would find the key as to why this was happening.

Despite my biggest fears, I had an underlying feeling that in some way I may have been triggering these seizures in her.

I was told by many that it couldn’t be possible…. ‘that I could be causing her symptoms’… and to ‘stop blaming myself’.

Yet I didn’t see it as a blame game at all, I saw it more as her way of trying to show me something deep that I needed to heal within me… essentially, every time she would have a seizure, I would be thrown back into the same state of fear…. and it was this state that gave me the answer I was searching for.

I recall the Dr’s advising us that we needed to medicate her full-time. And although I had that prescription medication in my hand ready to give to her… there was something inside of me screaming out that it didn’t feel right… I listened to that ‘inner voice’ for just a little bit longer.

So I kept asking… I asked for signs…I trusted my own inner guidance and I waited.

The word ‘patiently’ took on a whole new meaning for me during this time.. because the frantic searching did nothing… it only stressed myself and her out even more… it blocked the answers from coming through.

It wasn’t until I fully trusted that the answer would come and surrendered to my own inner gut feeling… that it did finally come.

The key to stopping those seizures was directly linked to a fear that I had been holding onto since I was a young girl.

I was able to acknowledge that fear, thank it, and release it… and hey presto… THE SEIZURES STOPPED DEAD IN THEIR TRACKS.

I am sharing this because I feel it is incredibly powerful…. to know that in many cases, our beautiful children are simply just showing us the way….not the other way around. We are not their guru’s, they in fact are ours.

They come here to teach us to heal, to trust ourselves and to soften. And if we choose to see it this way, then life takes on a whole new meaning.

This amazing miracle that has happened in our lives has only amplified my mission to support other women to look within, to shed away those heavy layers and watch not only themselves blossom, but also those around them.

As we heal, so do our loved ones... I have witnessed this first hand!

How gifted are we to have these beautiful beings in our lives who chose us, with their mission (and sacrifice in many cases) being to guide us towards the light?… I for one feel incredibly honoured and grateful.

Darrielle x

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